Wednesday, November 12, 2008
lonely mirror,lonely me
er,okae,3rd post 4 2dae.damn bored,thats why i decided to make a new post.AGAIN!Cos i really ahve nthing 2 do.uhm,actually i ahve,but then lazy.after wathced unforgettable memorie3s,which im sure not many ppl emy age even watch,i went to read chem 4 nxt year,i bought e txtbks 2dae.it was quite interesting n stuff.partically cos it was quite easy,it was a recap of sec 2 stuff.aniway,i read many novels these few daes.memoirs of a geisha,ju-on,life n lies of drama queen,the frog prince,i'll take this man,tattoo n more which i 4got.i love going to the neighbourhood library these daes cos i'll rot at home if i duin go out.quite nervous of nxt year,which i dunnoe how many times i have said it.asked xinmei,one of my primary skool friend whether if she was scared or not.she replyed mi by saying she was very happy bout it.sigh!clever pple r always confident.sian diao...my class if full of academically-inclined-genius-pple.which wonders mi how i got into th calss ,seeing that im not.my science n amthes r probably e lousiest around in my class.its like super lousy.going to china bout 9 daes later n i dun have any happy thoughts bout i.i mean not really anticipating lolz.life is really darn boring n stressful.i prepared to take my 3 science txrtbks to china n study there at nite.mayb bringing a lo9ng som assessment bks.well,seems like i must love science now,or i'll die of reading.i really think that im a weird person cos i noe that if i got in triple science,i'll b unhappy but if i got in it,i'll still b unhappy.really freaking sian diao cos i noe nxt yaer i wunt b able to find anibody who is interseted in manga in my class liao.at least this year aiying,huishan n niwen kinda read it n stuff...nxt year i can picture myself wearing specs n taking science txtbks with heavy panda lids under my eye running frm here to there desperately redaing my science notes.my art club senior,kaiwen have finished her o levels,awww....im envious of her cos she wi;ll finally get free of sec skool life.
