Wednesday, November 12, 2008
mirror mirror on the wall,who's the loneliest of them all?
alreday started to miss my class liao.its strted to rain,just like i wished it would be.howevre,the rain seemed to remind how short n sad life can be.e blogs really made me evn sadder.i din't realise that other pple r having a harder life than i was.i tot i was e worst around.aniways,i really would feel quite lonely.i dun even noe what im missing.is it jaiyi n his lame jokes which can cheer mi up?or the smart n cool-minded hanling,whom i almost walked with almost everyday home to the mrt?or maybe xiaoxin n yanni?or even huishan who likes manga like mi?or maybe jielin who is very much like mi?or even vincent with his spamming n all those things?or maybe cute n cudly jingpin?or maybe anthony?or maybe even that special someone...?i am a person who hates loneliness.till nxt year,all my gd friends r gona leave mi,literally cos we r not in the same class.although we might still meet in school but then i feel so afraid just on myself in the class that can kill mi(literally)where is my own self?all these science txtbks which i must absorb n hw that in must do.i am really scared of loneliness,of stress and my friends who will still have their close friedns beside them while i dun have ani1 that i can call at night to pour my troubles to them......have i really made the wrong choice?scared,scared,scared................
